i don't know why, but i always missing you. i always cry when i think about you. everyday i will always wondering are you okay ?? are you alright today ?? are you working today ?? how are you ?? did you take your lunch today ?? hmm, all that questions i wanna ask you but i just can't. i don't want to hurt anyone. i know that she loves you. so, i thought when i forget about you i can give her space to know more about you, can express her feeling and you can try to love her back. even though i wanna forget about you, live my life like everybody else, make everybody proud of me but  i realize that it's hard for me to forget about you. should i knock my head with a stone ??  should i slap my face ?? or should i jump off from a building just to forget all about you ??

why must i know you ?! 
am i blind or dumb ?? i'm suffered you know. poor me. you left all your memories in my mind. 

should i blame myself because i let you enter my heart ?? or should i blaming you because of your hard warming character ?? 

am i regret knowing you ?? yes, definitely !! i'm regret to know you and all about you.

you make my life upside down. you make me insane. you make me thinking about you all the time. you so cruel. :'(

you make my heart feels like it being stabbed, crushed, and now it broke into pieces. it's hurt. DAMN HURT !!

hmm. now i'll tried so hard to delete all the memories that you created. and keep moving forward.

:: i wanna make everybody proud of me ::

I'm Nurfatin Aina binti Nor Rahim...

Nothing special about me..

I love English..even though my English is not perfect..but I LOVE IT !! 

I'm just a normal girl..not perfect..and i like to be unperfect..

Hmm..ak b'lagak ?? memg pn...so WHAT ??! lntak la org nk kate ak ny b'lagak ke..ngada2 ke..ad ak ksah ?? hahaha..

About my life plak...ermmm...there's so many things happen lately..sometimes it makes me going insane..!! you know what ?? my life is like going upside down !!

arghhhhhh !! first thing first, i like someone..crazy rite ?! hahaha..i don't know why..but there's something about him that made me feels warm and comfortable..

but than i realize that he's not for me..do you how it feels ??

DAMN HURT !! :'(

my heart is like being stabbed, crushed and it broke into pieces..ouchhh !! it's really hurt... :'(

i'm trying to forget all this mess..i hope i could..

now, the only thing that i wanna do is study..i want to STUDY, STUDY, STUDY and STUDY smpai ak t'muntah..hahaha..

i wanna make my parents, my sisters and everybody proud of me..

lastly,

THANKS TO THOSE WHO HATED ME,

YOU MAKE ME STRONGER.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO LOVED ME, 

YOU MAKE MY HEART GO FONDER.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO CARES ABOUT ME,

YOU MADE ME FEEL IMPORTANT.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO ENTERED INTO MY LIFE,

YOU MADE WHO I AM TODAY.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO LEFT,

YOU SHOWED ME THAT NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO STAYED,

YOU SHOWED ME TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO LISTENED,

YOU MADE ME LIKE I WAS WORTH IT ..

THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!

I LOVE YOU ALL !!